At the Vesperal Divine Liturgy on Holy Thursday, Fr. Matthew Howell preaches about a line from the matins Gospel in which Christ tells Peter, “When you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren” (Luke 22:32). He states that we must always return to Christ–especially after committing our worst sins–and then strengthen our brothers and sisters to do the same, encouraging them with open arms of love rather than with fingers wagging in judgment. He also explains the difference between Peter and Judas, and how both Peter and Paul preach the Gospel from an experience of receiving the Lord’s deep love and forgiveness. Finally, he talks briefly about why we will never be worthy to receive the Lord’s Body and Blood, but that Christ Himself only asks us to be prepared rather than waiting until we are perfect to receive communion.
1 Corinthians 11:23-32
BRETHREN, I received from the Lord what I also delivered to you, that the Lord Jesus on the night when he was betrayed took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it, and said, “This is my body which is for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” In the same way also the cup, after supper, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood. Do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” For as often as you eat this bread and drink the cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes. Whoever, therefore, eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of profaning the body and blood of the Lord. Let a man examine himself, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup. For any one who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment upon himself. That is why many of you are weak and ill, and some have died. But if we judged ourselves truly, we should not be judged. But when we are judged by the Lord, we are chastened so that we may not be condemned along with the world.
Luke 22:1-39
LUKE 22:1-39 (Matins Gospel)
At that time, the Feast of Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called Passover. And the
chief priests and the scribes sought how they might kill Jesus, for they feared the people. Then
Satan entered Judas, surnamed Iscariot, who was numbered among the twelve. So he went his way
and conferred with the chief priests and captains, how he might betray Him to them. And they
were glad, and agreed to give him money. So he promised and sought opportunity to betray Him
to them in the absence of the multitude. Then came the Day of Unleavened Bread, when the
Passover must be killed. And He sent Peter and John, saying, “Go and prepare the Passover for us,
that we may eat.” So they said to Him, “Where will Thou that we prepare?” And He said to them,
“Behold, when you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow
him into the house which he enters. Then you shall say to the master of the house, ‘The Teacher
says to you, “Where is the guest room where I may eat the Passover with My disciples?” Then he
will show you a large, furnished upper room; there make ready.” So they went and found it just as
He had said to them, and they prepared the Passover. When the hour had come, He sat down, and
the twelve apostles with Him. Then He said to them, “With fervent desire I have desired to eat this
Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in
the kingdom of God.” Then He took the cup, and gave thanks, and said, “Take this and divide it
among yourselves; for I say to you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of
God comes.” And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, “This is
My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.” Likewise He also took the cup
after supper, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you. But behold,
the hand of My betrayer is with Me on the table. And truly the Son of Man goes as it has been
determined, but woe to that man by whom He is betrayed!” Then they began to question among
themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing. Now there was also a dispute among
them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest. And He said to them, “The kings of
the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called
‘benefactors.’ But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as
the younger, and he who governs as he who serves. For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or
he who serves? Is it not he who sits at the table? Yet I am among you as the One Who serves. But
you are those who have continued with Me in My trials. And I bestow upon you a kingdom, just
as My Father bestowed one upon Me, that you may eat and drink at My table in My kingdom, and
sit on thrones judging the twelve tribes of Israel.” And the Lord said, “Simon, Simon! Indeed,
Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, that your faith
should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren.” But he said to Him,
“Lord, I am ready to go with Thee, both to prison and to death.” Then He said, “I tell you, Peter,
the rooster shall not crow this day before you will deny three times that you know Me.” And He
said to them, “When I sent you without money bag, knapsack, and sandals, did you lack anything?”
So they said, “Nothing.” Then He said to them, “But now, he who has a money bag, let him take
it, and likewise a knapsack; and he who has no sword, let him sell his garment and buy one. For I
say to you that this which is written must still be accomplished in Me: ‘And He was numbered
with the transgressors.’ For the things concerning Me have an end.” So they said, “Lord, look, here
are two swords.” And He said to them, “It is enough.” Coming out, He went to the Mount of
Olives, as He was accustomed, and His disciples also followed Him.
MATTHEW 26:1-20; JOHN 13:3-17; MATTHEW 26:21-39; LUKE 22:43-44; MATTHEW 26:40-75; 27:1-2 (Liturgy Gospel)
The Lord said to his disciples, “You know that after two days the Passover is coming, and the Son of man will be delivered up to be crucified. Then the chief priests and the elders of the people gathered in the palace of the high priest, who was called Caiaphas, and took counsel together in order to arrest Jesus by stealth and kill him. But they said, “Not during the feast, lest there be a tumult among the people. Now when Jesus was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, a woman came up to him with an alabaster flask of very expensive ointment, and she poured it on his head, as he sat at table. But when the disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, “Why this waste? For this ointment might have been sold for a large sum, and given to the poor. But Jesus, aware of this, said to them, “Why do you trouble the woman? For she has done a beautiful thing to me. For you always have the poor with you, but you will not always have me. In pouring this ointment on my body she has done it to prepare me for burial. Truly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her. Then one of the twelve, who was called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, “What will you give me if I deliver him to you?” And they paid him thirty pieces of silver. And from that moment he sought an opportunity to betray him. Now on the first day of Unleavened Bread the disciples came to Jesus, saying, “Where will you have us prepare for you to eat the Passover?” He said, “Go into the city to a certain one, and say to him, ‘The Teacher says, My time is at hand; I will keep the Passover at your house with my disciples.'” And the disciples did as Jesus had directed them, and they prepared the Passover. When it was evening, he sat at table with the twelve disciples. Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands, and that he had come from God and was going to God, rose from supper, laid aside his garments, and girded himself with a towel. Then he poured water into a basin, and began to wash the disciples’ feet, and to wipe them with the towel with which he was girded. He came to Simon Peter; and Peter said to him, “Lord, do you wash my feet?” Jesus answered him, “What I am doing you do not know now, but afterward you will understand.” Peter said to him, “You shall never wash my feet.” Jesus answered him, “If I do not wash you, you have no part in me.” Simon Peter said to him, “Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head!” Jesus said to him, “He who has bathed does not need to wash, except for his feet, but he is clean all over; and you are clean, but not every one of you.” For he knew who was to betray him; that was why he said, “You are not all clean. When he had washed their feet, and taken his garments, and resumed his place, he said to them, “Do you know what I have done to you? You call me Teacher and Lord; and you are right, for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet. For I have given you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you. Truly, truly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master; nor is he who is sent greater than he who sent him. If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them. And as they were eating, he said, “Truly, I say to you, one of you will betray me.” And they were very sorrowful, and began to say to him one after another, “Is it I, Lord?” He answered, “He who has dipped his hand in the dish with me, will betray me. The Son of man goes as it is written of him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! It would have been better for that man if he had not been born.” Judas, who betrayed him, said, “Is it I, Master?” He said to him, “You have said so. Now as they were eating, Jesus took bread, and blessed, and broke it, and gave it to the disciples and said, “Take, eat; this is my body.” And he took a cup, and when he had given thanks he gave it to them, saying, “Drink of it, all of you; for this is my blood of the new covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. I tell you I shall not drink again of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom. And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives. Then Jesus said to them, “You will all fall away because of me this night; for it is written, ‘I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’ But after I am raised up, I will go before you to Galilee.” Peter declared to him, “Though they all fall away because of you, I will never fall away.” Jesus said to him, “Truly, I say to you, this very night, before the cock crows, you will deny me three times.” Peter said to him, “Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you.” And so said all the disciples. Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, “Sit here, while I go yonder and pray.” And taking with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, “My soul is very sorrowful, even to death; remain here, and watch with me.” And going a little farther he fell on his face and prayed, “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will. And there appeared to him an angel from heaven, strengthening him. And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly; and his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down upon the ground. And rising from prayer, he came to the disciples and found them sleeping; and he said to Peter, “So, could you not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” Again, for the second time, he went away and prayed, “My Father, if this cannot pass unless I drink it, your will be done.” And again he came and found them sleeping, for their eyes were heavy. So, leaving them again, he went away and prayed for the third time, saying the same words. Then he came to the disciples and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and taking your rest? Behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going; see, my betrayer is at hand. While he was still speaking, Judas came, one of the twelve, and with him a great crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests and the elders of the people. Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I shall kiss is the man; seize him.” And he came up to Jesus at once and said, “Hail, Rabbi!” And he kissed him. Jesus said to him, “Friend, why are you here?” Then they came up and laid hands on Jesus and seized him. And behold, one of those who were with Jesus stretched out his hand and drew his sword, and struck the slave of the high priest, and cut off his ear. Then Jesus said to him, “Put your sword back into its place; for all who take the sword will perish by the sword. Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, and he will at once send me more than twelve legions of angels? But how then should the scriptures be fulfilled, that it must be so? At that hour Jesus said to the crowds, “Have you come out as against a robber, with swords and clubs to capture me? Day after day I sat in the temple teaching, and you did not seize me. But all this has taken place, that the scriptures of the prophets might be fulfilled.” Then all the disciples forsook him and fled. Then those who had seized Jesus led him to Caiaphas the high priest, where the scribes and the elders had gathered. But Peter followed him at a distance, as far as the courtyard of the high priest, and going inside he sat with the guards to see the end. Now the chief priests and the whole council sought false testimony against Jesus that they might put him to death, but they found none, though many false witnesses came forward. At last two came forward and said, “This fellow said, ‘I am able to destroy the temple of God, and to build it in three days.’ And the high priest stood up and said, “Have you no answer to make? What is it that these men testify against you?” But Jesus was silent. And the high priest said to him, “I adjure you by the living God, tell us if you are the Christ, the Son of God. Jesus said to him, “You have said so. But I tell you, hereafter you will see the Son of man seated at the right hand of Power, and coming on the clouds of heaven.” Then the high priest tore his robes, and said, “He has uttered blasphemy. Why do we still need witnesses? You have now heard his blasphemy. What is your judgment?” They answered, “He deserves death.” Then they spat in his face, and struck him; and some slapped him, saying, “Prophesy to us, you Christ! Who is it that struck you? Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard. And a maid came up to him, and said, “You also were with Jesus the Galilean.” But he denied it before them all, saying, “I do not know what you mean.” And when he went out to the porch, another maid saw him, and she said to the bystanders, “This man was with Jesus of Nazareth.” And again he denied it with an oath, “I do not know the man.” After a little while the bystanders came up and said to Peter, “Certainly you are also one of them, for your accent betrays you. Then he began to invoke a curse on himself and to swear, “I do not know the man.” And immediately the cock crowed. And Peter remembered the saying of Jesus, “Before the cock crows, you will deny me three times.” And he went out and wept bitterly. When morning came, all the chief priests and the elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to put him to death; and they bound him and led him away and delivered him to Pilate the governor.